LOVE vs. PAIN.

It's amazing how love can bring people together and even stronger. :)
EVERYONE MISSES YOU, PAULIEDOO!
♥ You're everybody's hero! ♥
"A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles" - Nikki Rapista. ♥
"When you think about it, what other choice is there but to hope?  We have two options, medically and emotionally:  give up, or fight like hell." ~Lance Armstrong
And we all know, YOU can do it! We believe in you! You're always in our prayers and we'd always be here for you every step of the way! :) All the faith, hope and love!

Existence

Well, everyone's got a dream.

Some wake, and work their butts off to get to it, while some just go with the flow. Whatever goes.

I have not yet set my mind on that dream that I've established when I started college, but I'm nevertheless proud, that I've just woken up from a dream that I knew long ago, will never happen, and is far from actualization. True indeed, acceptance can take you miles away from the desert you've long been struggling at to survive from thirst, pull you up from the core of the earth when gravity was too much or you were too weak that you were easily dragged by it, and let you swim to coast when you've been gasping for oxygen for more than the period of time that your body can survive without oxygen. ACCEPTANCE -- it can let you move on, walk far away. :)

With that being stated, I am hereby enunciate my opinion that MY DREAM BOY DOESN'T EXIST, AND WILL NEVER DO. HE is just a STATE OF MIND which brings me depression and disappointment everytime my standards aren't reached. Hello, world. Hello, reality. Bring me back and pull me even closer to you! :)

P.S. I'm deleting contacts in Facebook, those people I don't personally know are so cut out from my friends list, so please, the next time you PLAN to add me up and don't know me personally, stop your phalanges from clicking the "ADD AS FRIEND" button, and spare me from the guilt of rejecting invites from people I barely even know.

getting there.

Losing weight makes me happy! :)

As of the current, I'm already 108lbs, and just 8-13lbs more to lose to reach my target weight. Hihi! :)

Because someone aspires to be underweight. LOL. 17 BMI. Pleeeaaase! :P HAHA.

I have not been able to jog for the past days since I got so busy with school works, and everytime I go home from school, all I ever feel like doing is to slack off.

By the time I shift back to my non-sedentary life, I hope I could lose more weight! Besides, if my appetite continues to stay this way, reaching that goal isn't going to be so hard.

MORE ANOREXIA PLEASE.