I was scanning my other blog a while ago, was able to read my previous sad entries, and got me to think how much improvement there'd been for a couple of months. Looking at this picture always makes me cry before and would make me fall back into memories. I never deleted the pictures, though, but I eluded to see them for how many months.
Well, seeing this just minutes back, brought me nostalgia, but in a good way. It made me realize how good of a friend he's been to me, and that I miss talking to him (even if he teases me fat most of the time). I miss having someone to care so much about, and be delicately cared for in return. I miss that cutie little boy who'd text me during class just to go to the catwalk to give me ice cream because I told him I feel sad. Well, memories like these would most often cause people to be sad, but just like a drug that you've taken more than prescribed dose of, it gives you a rebound/paradoxical (opposite/reverse) effect.
It made me smile, thinking that God was so nice to give me such a nice friend. He was one of the concrete proofs I have of God's answer to my numerous prayers. Sad thing is, We let our irrational minds get in the way of us lasting forever, or maybe he was just one of God's way of bringing me to the person who's meant for me. I haven't found him yet, though. But I sure did learn a lot from the times we've been together. Could it be that we're meant for each other or not, I still and will always cherish all the memories, and I don't have any regrets getting myself into this.
I miss Adi, and if there's one thing about us that I'd pray to God for again, it's that strong friendship we used to have. Anyway, I guess, I should just let the waves bring me to my destination.
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