RANTING 101

My rants give me a reason to blog, and I apologize that my entries (most of the time) include whines. I really don't mean to be a whiny person, but sometimes, I just have nowhere or nobody to vent it out to, that's why I resort to writing to take the sentiments off my chest.

I have been meaning to write about different stuff since the past days, but I was lazy to, or didn't have enough knowledge on the topic I wanted to write about. You see, I really wanted to post sensical blog entries, but I always end up with my favorite hobby, RANTING. Actually it frustrates me that I never run out of things to whine about, I have everything that I NEED but it triggers my tantrums that things don't go as I WANT them to. I am no spoiled brat, and my parents taught me well that for me to get what I WANT, I have to work hard to get it. That I have to keep on trying until I succeed on something I failed at. That nothing can't be achieved if you give your best and strive to achieve something. I always kept those in mind, but I always fail on the APPLICATION part.

Recently, so many things came up and I really wouldn't deny that my life was and still is on the rocks. If there is something so consistent with my life as of the moment, that would be PAIN and INCONSISTENCY. But I believe as well that PAIN is self-inflicted - We choose whether we want to suffer or not, that there are other things we can divert our attention to, to alleviate our suffering, and GRADUALLY intervene with the problems.

Solution isn't attainable in a snap of a finger. Just because your perceived resolutions seem fit to fix glitches, it doesn't mean that it would work out as we thought it would. Remember that, we learn by trial and error, through our experiences, from the mistakes we've carelessly committed and from the people around us.

Long-term change takes time and consistency. Do not be upset and be disheartened if things don't go as planned, instead, change the way you deal, be optimistic and keep trying until you get what it is that you desire.

Will try to keep myself reminded of this to avoid disappointments and more rants, and hopefully I get to post something interesting here aside from my never ending rants. It's already 5 in the morning and it looks like I shouldn't sleep anymore. I just hope I get to stay up the whole day!

XOXO, Pao <3