Look who went online to post an entry, ME! Finally, after a long hiatus, I've finally regained the ardor to write again. The past month wasn't really that busy, I just can't find anything worth posting here.
I believe nothing much has changed, except for the fact that some personal stuff have been resolved, and new problems came in. My appetite has been worse, and I'm sicklier than ever. My stress and anxiety just kept heightening, and there's no stopping it. I don't know if it's because the deadline for the submission of the graduation requirements is nearing, and I'm not yet even halfway done with them. My circadian rhythm has been on it's poorest level of functioning eversince this year has started, and I haven't regained the hours of sleep I missed to take. My palpitations have gone worse, I've been experiencing pain all over my body, and I don't even know how I got them, or what's been the cause of pain. Maybe the cause is psychophysiologic, you know, stress-mediated, anxiety-induced, depression-related.
The past few weeks have been tortuous, my life had its ups and downs, it even got me crashing to the ground. and I thank God for the existence of my family and friends, without them, I might have lost my sanity long ago.
True indeed, that the people who can cause you the greatest pain, are exactly the people you love most.
And bloggieee, you still never fail to give me that momentary bliss.
Now I shall rush to the main building and request for a reg form since I lost my old one, and I need that so that they'd re-issue me with a new school ID. Do you feel the hassle I'm feeling right now? I have 2 months and a few days more left to stay in UST, and my ID suddenly goes BOOM, gone.
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