It's annoying how I find myself complaining about a lot of things, and never running out of mean words to say. I guess I just learned well from the expert, but it's a good thing I've detached myself from them already. Such a relief.
Anyway, my appetite's frustrating, it just won't suppress. From my previous weight last month which was 100lbs, it just skyrocketed to 120lbs. yeah, believe me. That was as of May 9, 2010 12:34am. And it's making me want to cry. :( my clothes are getting tighter and I could fit into my swimsuits anymore. I bet this is all because of the chocolates I've been binging on since dad and shoti got home from the states. I still have a box full of 'em by the way. As in balikbayan box, filled with chocolates. UGH. I just can't help but eat. grrrr. Besides, I've been used to not eating rice anymore, and skipping dinner, yet still functioning well, and now, everytime I eat a lot I easily fall asleep and not get to study anymore. Which has made me think that I should have just skipped dinner at all.
Boooo. Now, what do I doooo. :(( I can't and I'm not supposed to starve myself since I'm studying, and I don't get to think well without food. Or that's just for the moment? I still try to jog everyday. and I don't think it's helping me lose weight anymore, instead they're just making my legs bigger. Bullcrap. :(
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