hello bum-life!

Last school year, I was complaining about how stressful life already is, because of thesis and emotional conflicts. I BADLY WISHED FOR IT TO END REALLY SOON. if only I could take that back, not because I wanted thesis and depression again, but because I want to be with the people I used to be with during those days. No matter how they confuse me with their loyalty and honesty, they still make (have made) me happy.

I know this one's a cliche, but really, you'll never know how much something means to you, until they're gone. I miss stress that's burning up the calories I take in, the field that I can run to (literally), to stabilize my mood when I'm feeling manic, the church that's 10-min walk away when I need a serene place to contemplate on the things that are bothering me. I just wish to be close to those things I love, again.

Moving on, well, I just hate bumming around, not because I don't get allowance (or maybe that's one of the many reasons why), not because there's nothing to do, but it's mainly because I've been gaining a lot of weight eversince vacation started, and my clothes are crying out loud, screaming at me, telling me that I should go on a diet, intensively, that is. I'm not having hallucinations here, though, not that I'd be needing Haloperidol to decrease my dopamine levels, no no no. :))

Just look and see how much my face has bloated. :(

Oo na, ako na mataba, bwisit. just check out the cheeks and the armssss!!!!

I have not been physically active lately, and it sucks because my arms, thighs, and tummy are getting bigger, and I could only watch them get even bigger. SUCKS A LOT, I know. But hey, I'm getting them abs back, I swear, I so am!