I MISS SCHOOL

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I miss school, I miss having to stay at the dorm, I miss cramming, I miss walking around the campus for nothing (or maybe to see someone), I miss jogging at the field, I miss my roommate (my twin), I miss milk tea, I miss eating fast food everyday, I miss the close proximity of my dorm to McDonald's (because that's where I go to buy ice cream, everytime I'm stressed or sad), I MISS MY LIFE IN UST GENERALLY.

Well, I really don't know, maybe this blog entry's the result of having this short conversation with Pat a while ago, he was my seatmate for 3 long years, and I just realized something bout what he said. TRUE INDEED, No matter how bully my RLEmates are, they still are like siblings to me, and right now, THEM being away from me just made me realize how much I miss them.

Life at home isn't really THAT boring at all, I have all the time in the world to watch the TV series I want, I have all the my food cravings just right downstairs when I need them, not to mention, I don't really have to pay for them, at all, the rockband game in my brother's PS3, my Mac that's almost giving up on me since I barely turn it off, and my yaya who's just there to do things for me even if she's grumpy ALL THE TIME.

But you know what, these TV series aren't really that fun to watch when nobody's there to watch it with you. All the food I have here doesn't really taste so good when there's nobody to share it with. And maaan, could you even imagine yourself playing rockband all by yourself?! That's actually one of the saddest part of being lonely, it's really sad to have noone to talk to, noone to share your stories with, noone to eat your sumptuous food with, noone to talk out your bad feelings to.

I miss the dorm, and my roommate, Kathleen, even if things weren't so well when we parted. I'm still wondering how she's been. I remember my dad told me when I told him things aren't going so well between kathleen and I, he told me, "You of all the people should know how to understand her, she's your twin, after all, and you've been really great friends, I saw how you guys were." I just hope things could still get better. :( I miss my dormmates, too, Abi and Faith, plus the caretakers there who were so nice, if only I could swap my yaya for them. LOL.

It's early in the morning, and I'm still not sleepy, must be because of the ice cream I ate just a while ago, talk about regaining the fats I just lost last year. :( UGH. So tell me, how do I lose weight with all these bumming around and eating a lot? My mom won't let me get a job and insisted on me taking a break first, and doing yoga instead, and I haven't found one yet that's closest to home, maybe I'd just enroll myself to gym classes in Alabang. I hope that could help, I really hate gaining weight. It's frustrating. :(