Too bad my emotions didn't let me talk enough last night since I burst into tears just moments after I started with my speech. But I know you know what I wanted to say. Ever since I was a kid, I always hoped for a little sister, but I guess God didn't want me to go through the hassle of having to compete for the position of being my mom and dad's one and only little girl, so I was blessed with a brother instead.

Honestly, from the moment we met, I never knew we were gonna be this close, it never entered my thoughts that getting to know you would have a great impact on my life, until we started opening up to each other. Every story told and moment spent made me get to know more about you, and I just love how I could easily tell you things without the fear of being judged inappropriately, and that I was still loved unconditionally.
We've been through heartaches and heartbreaks yet we know ourselves that we can make it through, and even easier if we work on it together. I guess, every lady just had to go through that phase. Every person just needs to get hurt in order for them to find out how strong they can become and what they're still capable of doing even when they're a total wreck.
That short span of time of being with you, and knowing more stuff about you had given me the impression that not all broken people crash and burn. Some of them, instead of staying miserable, work on making a better person out of them by learning how to deal and that's what I learned from you --- HOW TO BE STRONG despite whatever it is that we are going through, LEARN FROM MISTAKES and try hard not to do it again.
To the anger, sadness, pain and happiness that we went through together, thank you. For always being there for me. For the shoulder to lean on. For the tight hugs for the number of times I burst into tears. For the words of wisdom, and for truths and facts that just needs to be slapped on my face. For trusting me, and for being someone I can trust without hesitation, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
You are my little sister sent from heaven, God's late response to the prayers of the 5-yr old Bianca. And you know that very well. You know how thankful I am that I met you, that you became a significant part of my life and that you are one of the reasons why I keep on believing that God wants me to be happy.
I love you, litol sisturrr. and I know I always will.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
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