Look what I found!

Moments ago while I was checking on my ancient works on my other blog, I saw this. It's pretty much applicable to the current situation, don't you think? Dated December 2008, and it's amusing how this poem still applies to the present.

Dear the luckiest girl in the world, I don't know you,

All I know is you are the luckiest girl

Because the guy whom I loved, is your lover.

That was my destiny, but don't know why

Respect him, please respect him

That is all I want from you.

As not every person can get his love.

Everyone is not lucky like you.

I lost myself in his world,

Even though I loved him a lot.

But what could I do?

My words were weaker than I thought.

I am still wondering

Nowadays how is this life to you?

Every second is brighter

As a prince said he loves you

Do you ever feel sad?

I don't think so still I am asking.

There is no reason to be sad

After you got that much loving.

I don't know if you deserve him

Because he is the best.

But please make him happy,

So my heart could get some rest.

You are the luckiest girl

As his lips said he loves you

And here a hopeless girl is still waiting

To hear a word; Even if he says "I don't need you"...

It got me to think how many years have I spent sulking, even when there are so many other things to be happy about. This should be my wake up call. I gotta, get up, move on and get going. I guess I just miss being happy, I miss having that peace of mind, I miss being in love, and the feeling of being loved in return. I gotta delve away from this broken state. My happy place misses me, and I shall head back to it soon. I'm working on it. I PROMISE.